Hi Nick,

I met you and your partner a few weeks ago. I came up for a 1-1 and met in the Hotel.

After meeting you I spent a week or so inspired and sort of under a spell I went for walks and watched my thoughts. I've been meaning to contact you again and I'm not sure why other than an inner feeling.

This morning I walked back from school along a blossom covered path and just stayed aware. I then drove into town and continued to stay aware and a kind of delicious peace came over me and it seemed easier not to think than otherwise. On driving back the feeling deepened to the extent that I kept on driving miles past my home very aware but not thinking (I did sometimes detect my mind trying to 'get in') but gently ignored it. The spell was so nice that I felt I had to pull  over and just be fully aware of the rain on the roof and screen. as I write I still feel 'empty' and my body and mind feels smooth and good. Is this it? If it continued I'd be a happy rabbit.

I think I saw briefly how the mind subtly veils this clarity without you really noticing the switch

I just been wanting to contact you (in a non loony way) for a day or two.

Anyway -

Cheers

Steve

PS It's still with me, as if I'd deeply meditated when I haven't!

Dear Nick,

I just saw you in Ewell, and the only question I thought of was after the lecture, (which was 'will it be clear if it's happened to me-how do you know if it has?') and after reading what you said on your website, I think I should be able to tell.

I've been following this work for a while, and found everything you said was the clearest and most sensible explanation I've heard. Others have been good, but didn't get me anywhere, but I now feel I have all the explanations I'll need (this is after about 8 years of looking) from your simple hour's talk, and already feel a lot better in myself. I honestly believe if your short message was repeated all over by a number of people the confusion that often surrounds enlightenment would rapidly dissolve.

Well, if there are any clues I may notice to indicate I am, in fact, getting there that you can point out that would be good, but I think I will probably pick them up now.

Your understanding of general problems was also incredibly deep, one I've rarely come across, and something relevant to my own work as a psychotherapist.

Thanks again for your help,

yours sincerely

Michael

It's James.

Just wanted to share an experience Daniel and I had last night whilst we were driving home. I had a big shift in consciousness or an insight.

I realised that I am the only one here and everything else is a dream. I know you have talked about it for a while and I have read about it, but I finally understood it!

I was being still this morning and realised that if I am God, and God (I) created humans to experience himself (myself), and my life is a dream ("A dream it maybe"), nothing is real but I am God.

Then I must be God dreaming?

Now I realise that I am creating everything and I only attract things, events, people into my life to learn from.

I just have one question. If I am God and only I exist then how can everyone else from their perspective be God and realise it also?

Hope this makes sense.

Thanks

James
 

Hi Nick (my imaginary friend)

Just to let you know that I got home safe.. The fear has left me now and I feel pretty good. Everything is alright! It is nice to now that you are out there in order to share my experience with. Real or not.

I feel really heavy like something is pulling me back down to earth. I also feel peaceful and like I have smoked a lot of hash or something.

On the way home I shared what I talked about with you to James and we both seemed to get a glimpse into the reality that we are creating our reality.

The rational mind is starting to kick in again and is bringing me back to the reality that I know. It is probably enough for the time being anyway.

Thanks for showing me myself.

Peace and Love

Daniel